Tonight Me and the roomies got to go to be part of the live audience at the Chelsea Lately show. It was hilarious. We got front row and were those annoying girls who had stitches in their sides from laughing uncontrollably.. We met Chuy and shook his little hand, and just enjoyed being together.
Life has been over the top the past two months. The most ridiculous experiences and amazing nights and fun filled days. Filled with meeting new people, having new adventures, and doing things I never even thought to do. I have found out just how strong I am, and just how weak I can feel at the same time..I have met people who give me hope, and I have met people who let me down. I have seen the most beautiful sunset, and I have been awake all night thinking until I saw the sun rising. I have fallen on the ground laughing, and I have fallen on my knees crying. I have sworn I was never going back home, all the while I have never been more homesick in my life. I realized today that I have never been away from home this long...and I also realized that I won't be there for another 5 months. Do you know how much changes in 5 months? I do. I know just how much can change in 5 minutes, more less 5 months. It scares me just as much as it excites me..
This is my blog, and I get to be as real as I want..right. Maybe I should get someone to teach me how to make it private..anyone can tell me if they want.
But, with that being said. I miss my best friend. I have no problem letting the world know that. Some nights are tough as hell, and somedays fly by. Somedays I can feel a flutter in my heart with some sort of affection, and other times I feel so much pain it scares me.
I think I'm finally realizing what true love is. I'm so grateful for this time of my life...because I would have never appreciated love without this experience I am going through. and yes, I'm still going THROUGH it.. I'm not quite sure if you ever "finish" going through love. Do you?
The reason I am being so sentimental right now is because well A. I am listening to the Civil Wars, which opens up my heart and B. I had a serious talk with my dental hygenist today haha. She needed some advice, and literally cried to me as she was cleaning my mouth..
Sometimes, We just gotta get it out..
And for me, that time is now.
But in case I write too much, I will go to bed :)
- Honest Haley
1 comment:
First off, I love Chelsea Lately!! So jealous you got to go.
Secondly, I love Honest Haley. Let it out girl.
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