Sissy

My sister is home from college..

this is pretty typical

Amazing Grace

So Brittany and I made up this harmony for Amazing Grace about 4 years ago...for some reason we just cant sing it without laughing...and no, its not funny!! We know, but we cant help it.

Here is the real version and Below is one of the million versions where we couldn't stop laughing

Yes, we are 22 years old, and still act like we did when we met when we were 7

-Roe

I shall blog more.

I cant figure out how to make my pictures pretty and in the middle of my post. oh well. they will be first

Me and Dad when Alex got to dress out!

My main squeeze

waiting at the airport

We didn't get out...and had to drive :( booo

This picture just happened

Life. is. hard.

Life. is. wonderful.

Life. is. short.

Life. is. little. in. comparison. to. eternity.

Things have been rough lately, I'm not gonna lie. Things have also been great lately, I'm not gonna lie there either.

I dont understand why things happen the way they do sometimes. I have been done so wrong. and there is NOTHING I can do about it. The only thing I am trying to do at this points is

Let. it. go.

The only problem is I. don't. know. how.

Im heading up to NYC for job fair event for post MTV Interns. I am hoping to come home with a job. I know the likelihood of that is small, but I am going to do everything possible to make that happen.

Sometimes, when I am in my car by myself, I kind of do an interview with myself. That sounds weird...but its kind of like an evaluation of what is going on in my life. I ask the questions in my head and answer them out loud like I am in an interview. It helps me get a grasp on things.

I answered something that was totally inspired from above because Lord knows I didn't think of it...

I began talking about eternity. I said (to myself)...

"its so easy to get so micro focused on the situation that is going on in our lives at this present moment. It's easy to say that this experience is going to hinder my future even though its so unfair, but in 2 years, this won't stop me. Hell, in six months, this might not even matter. When we think of our lives in terms of eternity, they are microscopic. They are a little fleeting moments in time. I have to stop looking at what happened, and decide what should happen. By not deciding, but looking up to my father in heaven, I know things will be right. Things will be in place. and maybe when I get to where I'm going, I will figure out why this had to happen."