Bye Bye Blondie

Here is a little run down. I was asked to dye my hair for a role. I have never had anything but blonde hair EVER in my life. ever...

I'm still getting used to it. I really don't want facebook to know..but im sure a picture will surface eventually. but i figured, probably no one reads this, and if they do, i want them to see my haiirrrrr...

yay.

All these pics were taken on my phone. so they all look really different haha. One looks red One looks black but the color looks most like the one in the GA sweatshirt! I got that one in good lighting. In purple it looks so dark. I cried after seeing that picture, im not going to lie.

Here you are..

Love,

Your new Brownie

So Sad

I spilled an entire glass of water on my new Macbook Pro.

I don't even know how it happened, but I feel as though I am in a state of depression.

I know I will probably write how the Lord is using this to teach me something, but right now, it just really freaking sucks.

:(

My old computer is the slowest thing I have ever been on.
#spoiled

Worry Free

I just found this while cleaning off my desktop: I wrote it during a flight to NYC when I was waiting to see if I would get on:

Life, is kind of like flying stand by..

you have absolutely no control… you may think you do, but in reality you don't. AND when you try to act like you can change things by crying, lying, or talking with the gate agents, you just seem stupid. You exhaust yourself, when you could just be drinking a starbucks and reading your favorite book. Whether you are constantly looking up at the board or leisurely reading your book, you will end up in the same spot: either on the aircraft, or not.

The best thing you can do is just sit back and enjoy the ride. Stressing out will literally get you in the same place as just sitting back and relaxing. Why do we choose to worry ourselves when there is nothing we can do?

I tend to do that too much. I come from a long list of worriers who worry themselves into sickness,and why? For what? Really, what will worrying do to improve ANY situation? nothing.

I need to work on that…Life is much better without worrying.