I cant figure out how to make my pictures pretty and in the middle of my post. oh well. they will be first
Me and Dad when Alex got to dress out!
We didn't get out...and had to drive :( booo
This picture just happened
Life. is. hard.
Life. is. wonderful.
Life. is. short.
Life. is. little. in. comparison. to. eternity.
Things have been rough lately, I'm not gonna lie. Things have also been great lately, I'm not gonna lie there either.
I dont understand why things happen the way they do sometimes. I have been done so wrong. and there is NOTHING I can do about it. The only thing I am trying to do at this points is
Let. it. go.
The only problem is I. don't. know. how.
Im heading up to NYC for job fair event for post MTV Interns. I am hoping to come home with a job. I know the likelihood of that is small, but I am going to do everything possible to make that happen.
Sometimes, when I am in my car by myself, I kind of do an interview with myself. That sounds weird...but its kind of like an evaluation of what is going on in my life. I ask the questions in my head and answer them out loud like I am in an interview. It helps me get a grasp on things.
I answered something that was totally inspired from above because Lord knows I didn't think of it...
I began talking about eternity. I said (to myself)...
"its so easy to get so micro focused on the situation that is going on in our lives at this present moment. It's easy to say that this experience is going to hinder my future even though its so unfair, but in 2 years, this won't stop me. Hell, in six months, this might not even matter. When we think of our lives in terms of eternity, they are microscopic. They are a little fleeting moments in time. I have to stop looking at what happened, and decide what should happen. By not deciding, but looking up to my father in heaven, I know things will be right. Things will be in place. and maybe when I get to where I'm going, I will figure out why this had to happen."
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