Monday, May 23, 2011

First Cry Session

I have yet to cry about leaving my sweet southern home. Well I cried tears of joy, but nothing other than that. Mostly because I need this. One of my dreams was to live in California, and it's coming true. I need a change. I need a new place. As much as I adore the peachy Georgia smells and hometown memories, it's time to go. I have no doubt in my heart that this is God's plan for me. But, as I heard this song, and watched this music video. I sat in my kitchen sobbing. I'm so excited to go, but I'm sad to leave some things, and people, in Georgia.

Friday, May 20, 2011

It's happening

I am finally going...I'm moving. This week :). See ya



Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Stand


I forgot how much I LOVE this song. I heard it on star 94 last night, and it made me smile. This was one of the songs we played a lot towards the end of my brothers life. It has a new meaning to me now but nonetheless, it is my motto for today!


Monday, May 16, 2011

Grey's Anatomy

Lately, I have found inspiration and meaning in the most random of things. Tonight, I decided to have my own personal Grey's marathon. The ending monologue got me, and I was typing away on my little Iphone to make sure I got every word. I think it's beautiful.


"The length of your recovery depends on the extent of your injuries.
No matter how hard we work at it, some wounds may never fully heal.
It will pass, mostly.
Some of it never will.
You may have to adjust to a whole other way of living.
To ever go back to what you were.
You might not even recognize yourself.
It's like you hadn't recovered anything at all.
Because you're a whole new person, with a whole new life."

Thursday, May 12, 2011

You are beautiful In His Eyes

You know how sometimes you hear a song and it just strikes a chord in your heart? Well last night, I heard this first song, and pulled over my car to cry and really listen and believe the words in it. I just sat in some random neighborhood with my windows down, tears streaming down my face, thanking my father in heaven for thinking I'm beautiful.


While pulled over in that neighborhood I heard this song. I love his voice and the peace it gives me! The instrumental break in the middle for some reason really gets me. I just imagined myself running in a field happy as can be praising God.


Ya'll really take time to listen to these...really. I promise it is worth it.

You are treasured, you are sacred, you are His